December 2008
happyhappyhappy
Oh goodness. I feel so much better. Today was nice. Spent almost all day around my family. No more depressing posts anymore.
Anyone want to do something soon? I haven’t seen ANY of my friends the WHOLE BREAK!
P.S. I miss you too, Kassy. You really need to take me away somewhere now, in your new car. I feel like I’ve been stuck in my house since Dec. 19! P.S. EVERYONE: I MISS YOU...
elaboration on last post.
Well, I ruined my own Christmas yesterday.
It wasn’t anyone’s fault but my own. I mean, I got everything I wanted. I was so happy in the morning. But I got a PS3 and was playing on it a lot. So family came, and I expected the Christmas gathering to be really special and stuff. After we ate, I went to go play on my PS3 again. Since I didn’t have a clock in front of me, I...
possibly
the worst christmas of my life.
need. friends.
Everytime I stay inside too much and away from friends I start getting depressed. I need to get out soon! I think way to much on the negatives which cause stress, which causes acne, which causes more stress, then that stress makes me angry towards others for no reason, then I feel bad for getting angry, and thus leaving me depressed.
Wednesday:Christmas Eve with family Thursday:Christmas Day...
ice with preston and darian.
Today was the best day of my week. It was so much fun.
First we left school and dropped Preston’s brother at work. Then we went straight to the Gaylord to go to the Ice exhibit thing. We met her boyfriend Damon and all of her really nice co-workers. Haha. So we got our big ugly blue coats that we had to wear while in the exhibit thingy. IT WAS SOO COLD!
After that, we got some free hot...
look at my cousin's look alike's!
kristen stewart
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natalie portman
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my cousin kristin(on the left)!
craziness!
friday night.
ok ok. So I just got back from the theater watching, Twilight. It was more invigorating the 2nd time and also when it wasn’t with poor quality on the computer. Haha.
I love the lifestyle in the movie. Everyone is so cool. I want to be friends with people like those, :D. Just kidding though, I love the friends I already have more. Also, watching Twilight just makes me want someone to hold on...
I'm in first period.
Hey. Well, I felt really pessimistic last night, about life and how short it is. But I was just sitting by myself in the office at night with silence. I was given an opportunity to think, so I did. Haha.
Anyways, I feel like the whole school can see this just because I’m at school.. but they can’t. :P
Anyways, my life seems… boring. I need to do something fun. I don’t...
The Reason For Living... What Is It?
I sit and think about growing up sometimes. Mainly because I get sick of high school. All it is, is a mad-house of stress. Struggles to keep grades up, crushes that might not like you back, extracurricular activities, and gossip. Everyday I just want to grow up and get out of high school. But oh goodness, what I would do to stay young forever… I don’t want to grow old. I don’t...
im at school!
The school doesn’t block tumblr! yay.
ok, now I’m going to take my leave before I get caught. :)
crap
Now I think I’m not only tied with that one girl, that I lied to myself about getting over. But I might like another girl too. Crap. Why does this have to happen? Makes life just a little bit more complicated.
And why does it feel like I keep getting more and more antisocial everyday?…
just tired.
I’m bored. And tired of trying to be something to her. I’ll just take what life offers me. I mean… everything happens for a reason right?
I’m wasting so much energy and time towards her. I’m done with this phase. Moving on to the next… just chillaxing with life. No paranoia drama resting in my own head. Just relaxation, school work, and friends.
I’m...
what a beautiful morning.
I’m looking out the window and everything looks perfect. The trees are autumn colors and the sky is clear. It puts me in a good mood.
The sunlight makes me look forward to hopefully a good week. The clear day-lit sky makes me think that, you don’t know how high someone can reach there goals until you see the stars. And the trees remind me of… change.
Corny, I know. I’m...
Random
I think Kristen Stewart is my current movie star obsession.
Horoscopes- Virgo (Me)
December 4th:You are in a state of information overload today and it’s hard to sort it all out. Just when you think you know how to respond, you learn something else that suggests yet a different path. Avoid making a firm decision because you may need to change your mind as soon as you do. For now, it’s better to be non-committal and leave your options open.
December 5th:Your vision...
school again.
yay! i get to see my friends again! :)
but… boo! for school work.